Man finds it hard to get what he wants, because he does not want the best. God finds it hard to give, because He would give the best and the man will not take it.
- George McDonald
so so long i used tumblr. just thought to pop by to see and say some words. haha…
today, Chris shared about how we should not based on our feelings to make decisions but commitments. and decisions made by feelings will always change. really true. it seems easy to love God when life is good, but difficult when life is hard. isn’t that ironic?
commitments… ain’t an easy thing. because humans are just full of emotions. but, commitments therefore become our guidelines and boundaries when we feel emotional. they are like reminders to us when we don’t feel good. in life, there are just bound to have commitments. in relationships, in work, in study… and to God.
as we grow up, there are going to be people who disappoint us, hurt us, leave us, betray us etc. of course there are also those who love us, care for us and think for us… but when the bad happened, some choose to hold their fist up again the sky, and ask God why. yeah, i wonder why. but some choose to lift their hands, to believe again.
today, God spoke.
fire fighting days are certainly not easy. especially to save the same forest from burning down every single time. but that is the more we should never give up. because if it burn down, it will become nothing. but if we save it, it can still bear fruits one day.
sometimes, we got to stop looking at how big the fire is, how bad our situation are. but we just got look at God alone, who is able. don’t hold your fist up and fight the wrong enemy, but lift your hands up in surrender.
so, here i am Lord.
