8 Oct 2011. i love today. 

today, stepped into church at 11am, saw Pst Lia hving rehearsal for main svc. 1.30pm, Pst How preached for secondary school svc. 5pm, Pst Lia led worship and Pst How preached. i thought to myself, what have we done to have such great pastors, who give and do their best of best, just for us to grow and know God a little more each day. i am thankful to God, thankful to them. 

after service, received a present from a woman i respect the most on earth. i thought to myself again, what have i done to deserve this. i am not the best. things i do are not the best. compared to many, i am just normal. but Pastors still loves. touched deeply. 

today service was powerful. i really want to have my own business, but always be found in God’s house. yes, i will do it. but the last part of service how Peter knelt down and cry out to the Lord touched me. After being blessed, he was humble enough to cry out to Jesus, knowing He is Lord. maybe some will get a little proud. but Peter immediately recognise who is the One who blessed him. 

human are like that. we know that we should cherish things. but we always learn the lesson by hard. well, at least that applies to me. what i remember and regret the most is losing the chances that God gave. on the other hand, God is gracious. i once read this quote ” if God’s grace is like an ocean, we will all be sinking…” how true. 

but every hard lesson is a good lesson. (: all my life, i searched for role models, people i can learn and look up to. i am glad i found them in heart of God church-my Pastors. it is also because of them, i can fight another day.  even if i am nothing, they are still my everything.