live a life like you depend on no one except God. 

i always say, i feel that i have live half of my life already, at this age of 20. /: it is not a bad thing anyway. 

but it is interesting as you grow older, likes, interest, things you desire and search for are so different from the 15 years old me. this is a sign of growing up. oh, a sign of change. 

ever felt the feeling there is something inside of you that say no, but you didn’t heed it and went against it. and at the end, you thought to yourself saying “i should have listen to my instinct initially.” 

sometimes, you just got to look into the mirror and tell yourself ” you can. you are.” 

after every storm, comes the promise of God. after every test, comes the reward. 

When there’s no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend, just trust the voice within
Then you’ll find the strength that will guide your way
If you will learn to begin to trust the voice within