guard my heart, and open my spiritual eyes. 

at the end of the day, God is the perfect one. and all human, we have our own flaws. 

maybe what we see, is not what we get. what we see, is not what we thought it was supposed to be. but, God is the same, yesterday today and forever. 

each of us has something we cannot accept in life. i surrender to You. nothing else i can do.